在RIAM TECH开始上课了一段日子。。。

第一天，本人完全被A-level的课。。震惊=.=
当时的感想:
1. TMD 难
2. TMD 后悔选择了RIAM
3. TMD 衰我竟然是插班生

一开始有‘永远都跟不上了’这么绝望，但经过这些日子的复习和朋友的帮忙，已经慢慢适应，然后了解之前缺课时所教的课。。还没完呢！！

每个科目都蛮喜欢的，除了化学T.T
老李，你给的资料可以先整理了再派给我们吗，如果你要我们抄笔记，麻烦不要这么省纸好不？
维尼的课我形容为eye opening. 训练同学们多动脑筋^^ 所以，thumbs up !
而小Kho嘛。。第一印象。。quote 某同学：战国烈士~LOL
各位，多陪陪他嘛。。><
印度女士。。没想到这里有印度老师。。><

开始上课后的某天下午，突然看到手机显示了N个未接电话。
结果是老妈，林老师，姑姑，嫂嫂，XX 等等叫我去参加ASEAN scholarship 的考试，于是莫名其妙的就坐了冤枉的贵的AIR ASIA去了KL。。于是才上课一星期就翘课了>3<
跟来自大马、汶莱的千多个人竞争，我可不抱什么太大的希望。。
虽然是尽力了，但那两天的考试的表现实在糟糕:/ 怎么向老妈开口解释呢。。。
监考general ability 的老师，乃尊素可攻可受呀~ YY 无限~~~ 简直是整个KL trip的highlight!
唉，很多人都知道成绩会在八月公布，尤其是亲戚们，这样压力很大的说。。

Recent stuff. Plus, I'm going to Riam Tech soon.

The SG experience was...average. Just leave it at there.

Well, after that, I hit a motorcycle the other day, and it hit another one in turn.
The experience was embarrasing, Moreover, the owner is my brother's friend! Thank god the owner didn't ask for compensation. I'm broke, what should I pay him with?!

Yup, it's official now that I'm going to study at Riam for Cambridge A-level.
CG said I'd have to put more effort than I ever did if I want to score good grades..
I'm excited about going to new school, finally moving on to another chapter, but at the same time, I feel the nerve.

I got my fingers crossed, DaKe please please please work harder this time.. :/

Taylor's / Sunway / Curtin / Riam??

这些学校，该选哪个好呢？
我甚至不敢选择自己要上的Major，怕自己哪天会后悔。
如果选择A-Level先修班，学习的过程难度高就算了，重点是成绩必须非常优才能申请奖学金。
我想过随便选科什么major的，其他的日后再打算。但有时候我怀疑自己是否真的能这么潇洒。老妈说的对：罗哩叭嗦。。。=.=
好多东西需要考虑：学费、生活费、校园生活、独立生活的日常起居。。更重要的是毕业后的前途和钱途。。。
烦死了！！！！

Got my driving licence and went jogging again!

Yes, I passed the driving test and got my driving licence! woohoo~
Hated the officer cuz he was talking too much, causing my focus to be distracted. But it's ok, cuz I passed the test. So, thanks dude!
Even though I've got my licence in hand now but something's missing. Yes, a CAR!
God, when will I earn my first dream car??!
I know I'm not driving as good as my eldest brother does ( he's GOOD), cuz I'm NEW! So I can only hope that 'practice makes perfect' would apply in my case >.<
So, I went joggging this afternoon. This old machine has not been operating for months, I could only hope that it could still keep up.

Singapore, Here I Come~~

Just booked my flight ticket to Singapore! This time I'm going with my brother and his wife.
Last time when we were there with my mom and her friend, we didn't get to see most of Singapore, 'cause  ladies just wanted to shop.. But this time's gonna be different!! I'm not gonna let the time go to waste!!
So, gotta start saving money now. Damn, wish that I could sneak into that casino T.T

Tomorrow is my first day at work! Well to be exact it's just a part time job.
The pay is RM 30 per day, It's only a 6-days job so the pay is considered pretty good.
Yes, got some more dollars to spend in SG later~

I guess tthat's all for this time! Gotta go making some cakes now!

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free.

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free,
I wish I could break all the chains holding me,
And I wish I could say all the things that I should say,
Say'em loud, say'em clear for the whole world to hear.

I wish I could share all the love that's in my heart,
Remove all the bonds that keep us apart,
And I wish you could know what it means to be me,
Then you'd see and agree that every man should be free.

I wish I could give, Oh I'm longing to give,
And I wish I could live like I'm longing to live,
And I wish I could do all the things that I can do,
Though I'm way overdue I'd be starting anew.

Well I wish I could be like a bird up in the sky,
How sweet it would be, if I found I could fly,
Well I'd soar to the sun, then I'd look down at the sea,
Then I'd sing 'cause I'd know,

John Legend!!!~

Came back from Miri and I broke my cellphone T.T

终于到家了～
我讨厌坐车——累。。
在百货公司买到了草莓～话说味道普通，但价钱有点。。。贵到。。。
平均一颗要八毛钱，跟一颗苹果差不多=.=
沾着Rasberry yogurt很好吃！～

回家前去了某朋友的家。
某只野猫在这位有猫咪恐惧症的朋友的家，很不客气的生了三只小猫！
由于不忍心，于是NND的我就把他们都带回家了。囧。
于是我就是自找麻烦。
一只让我亲戚领养了，剩下两只，目前还没有找到领养者。。头痛ing..
重点是！它们恨我=.=

另外，手机掉进一盆水里（狗狗的水T.T)
再开机的时候，它就坏掉了。晕～
于是我哥才说了一些他早该说的话：手机掉进水里，必须等到彻底干了才可以开机。

最后，眼镜也弄丢了T.T
今天真是倒霉的一天！！（几么有小学作文的FU)

TMD又走了狗屎运？

我的成绩是Straight A's.. 等等，什么？我在说什么？
对！十个科目都拿了A!! 真不可思议呀～
有两个感想：
难道说我高估了SPM？
还是说我又TMD走了狗屎运？这是第三次了哦！

如果要说说自己的心情。。。
今天并没有紧张得想吐。。。
开心,但没有想象中的激动或兴奋。。
是因为自己从来没有对自己绝望过吗？
可是我已经expecting the worst了。
只能说，上帝是爱我的>.<
Thank you Jesus!!!


等待过去了～心惊胆跳过去了～假期，也过去了～
今晚大伙儿要去吃火锅！

在此，谢谢我父母送我去补习。
谢谢老师们的耐心教导。
谢谢同学们的指教。

王大可，下次麻烦用工点 =.=

明天是SPM成绩放榜的日子!!!

今天遇到的认识的人：亲戚、长辈、父母的朋友、家里的朋友，etc.
他们都在再重复地提醒着我明天成绩就要放榜了：
‘有几成把握啊？’，‘今晚睡得着么？’，‘去哪里上大学？’。。。
唉～～你们的问题还我又说了多少谎话。。>3<

上次在PMR成绩放榜的前夕，我把感想写下来了。
那么就让这传统继续把！

过去的考试，我总是懊悔没有花更多的时间，努力地做复习。
考试结束后，就向自己保证不会再给自己这种压力，下次要更努力。
但～～本人。。又重蹈覆辙了。。我妈说的对：死性不改！T,T

老实说吧，在考场的表现。。不佳。。
连自己很有信心的高数都没答得好。。
有时候觉得，用一次的考试判断一个人‘会不会读书’真不公平。
而这种制度却依然被广泛的使用，造成学生们‘为考试而读书’。
我们只为了应付考试而读书，而不是真正为了研究学问。
我们甚至可以买来历年考卷，抱着希望能‘读’到考试局即将‘循环使用’的考题。
这跟买大小的方法挺相似的不是么。。
偏离了考试真正的目的——测验一个人对一门学问的认知多少。

最近好几次梦见过和考试有关的噩梦。
例如考试开始前的五分钟，我却什么都还没复习。
例如考试结束后发现考卷有一半没有作答。
某人母说这代表我紧张考试成绩。
个人倒觉得是因为我想回到过去改变错误，不愿接受现实的心理。
但考试都过去了。。来不及了。。

于是我又开始悔恨当初什么的。。故事又重复了。。
到了这个时候我只希望自己可以走运。。
A 越多自然越好。。

P/S : 即使现在的我不觉得紧张，不过估计明天自己又会被紧张感折磨得想吐。T.T

GOOD LUCK, PEOPLE.
THE HOLIDAY IS OVER.

Singing Billionaire~

I wanna be a billionaire so freakin' bad
Buy all of the things I never had
I wanna be on the cover of Forbe's magazine
Smilin' next to Oprah and the Queen.
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining light
A different city every night oh I, I swear
The world better prepare
For when I'm a billionaire~

Personally I think this song is inspiring. It inspires people to dare to dream.
Less than three Bruno Mars, les than three!! ^^

Further Study and College

我一直认为中学毕业后上大学是理所当然的事。没想到人生走到这里的时候才发现自己在做决定的时候并没有想象中那果断和有自信。
如果说大学教育是一种金钱投资，那我们可以选择投资在其他领域吗？
既然都是投资，那就必定有它的风险。谁敢保证大学毕业后的路就好走呢？
我说事事难料对吧？
哪个领域更值得我们去冒这个风险，这才是重点。